Time is not elapsing
Feels like I’m relapsing
Synapses misfiring
Cold sweat I’m perspiring
Dark thoughts are beckoning
Lost notes I’m reckoning
Defenses shattering
Self-doubts I’m battering
Neglect is defeating
Alone I’m retreating
Something keeps repeating…
Author’s Note: Sometimes you feel like you’re making progress, moving on from some things that made you feel sad. Then you can feel like you’re getting stuck, or even going backwards towards those feelings you wish you never had. It’s a strange thing, to not feel like you’re in control of your emotions, to feel sad and alone when you know you shouldn’t be feeling those things. Maybe you felt a need to talk to one specific person, but they were busy, and it somehow feels like the entire world has left you. This is about exploring those kinds of feelings.
Catharsis & Creation 